I have a confession to make. About two years ago, when I was promoted to a higher position in our company, aside from getting a raise, women swarmed all over me. So I indulged in the good life with all of those women coming to me. Until one day, I woke up and when I went to the bathroom to urinate, I had the most excruciating pain I ever felt in my entire life. There are also some drops of blood, the pain was so extreme, I needed to call in sick at work that day. I went to our company doctor to have a check up and the news struck me like lightning. I had some viral infection, the doctor called syphilis. So the painful therapy went on, a lot of medicines to take, regular check up and abstinence from sexual intercourse for a period of time. When I thought the worst was over things could still get worse. Someone got a hold of my medical records and I was the talk of the town for what seems like eternity. Women looked at me with disgust and they might think that they will get he disease just by talking to me or getting near me. But that was history. Now I have a fiancee and we are planning to get married by the end of the year. I learned my lesson the hard way. Now whenever I feel like playing and my partner is not around, I just play with my Sex Toy. I bought those awesome Sex Toys online and they make me feel great. Together with my Cock Ring I can now have safe indulgence every time I want to. My fiancee finds my toys amusing. Sometimes she even purchase the new stuff online. She knows what I have gone through and she helped me a lot in gaining my self confidence by giving me unconditional love and trust.